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Losing One Of My Best Friends

November 11, 2015

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Yesterday my dog died.

Her name was Lila and she was 16 years old.

I don’t even have to say she was not just a dog to me, she was my family. Although she was a little old (for a dog), her death came as a surprise for me. There is a part of me that is in denial about the fact she won’t be around anymore.

Dogs are amazing and so healing.

I remember the times I was depressed (because I hated my job as an international tax consultant) and every night she would stay in the living room with me, making me company until it was time for me to go to bed. If I stayed in the living room until 2am, she would be there and only go to bed when I went to bed.

Lila knew I needed company.

So last night, my mom told me that Lila died at 3pm. It was so sudden and just like that she is gone. And because she was with my family in Sao Paulo, I did not get to say goodbye.

Right now I am with a group and there is a woman who is a veterinary (interesting synchronicity) and we had a little talk about that. She told that one day I will be able to remember the moments I’ve spent with Lila with joy. Although right now, looking at the past, makes me cry.

As the quote above says: in real life happy endings are a rarity. Sometimes we just have to do our best to move forward, whether we lost our loved dog, a friend, a partner, etc.

RIP Lila.

Until one has loved an animal, a part of one’s soul remains unawakened – Anatole France

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